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Recently, Iapos;ve felt sad. I donapos;t know. I donapos;t have a lot going on and I�feel like Iapos;m not going to, you know? I donapos;t know. I�canapos;t believe Iapos;m missing the Cosplay Oneesan thing... Itapos;s going to be so amazing. I feel sick all over for a lot of reasons of them, none of them being that Iapos;m actually sick. Ah, I feel so bad I miss my life but I donapos;t want it like that.�

And I�want lolita. More than anything. I�dreamt that I�was wearing BTSSBapos;s Marie Antoinette JSK and it fit me and it looked so good....and it felt good and I was so happy. But then I woke up.�

I keep dreaming that other people that show little interest in lolita get to buy and wear it. Nightmares. They hurt me. I donapos;t want people who donapos;t yearn for it to wear it. I know itapos;s selfish, but lolita...Iapos;m in love with it as if it were a person. It hurts and it feels good to think about it. I�want it to look good on people but at the same time, I want it to be only for me. It was designed just for me but made for someone else...�

I�recently reread Novalaapos;s poem " rules on lolita" �or something and it embodied everything that Iapos;m feeling. Letapos;s see if I can find it. Here we go (credit of course to wherever itapos;s due)

"I want to become a lolita, you say.�
So become one, I reply.
What can I do to look like a lolita?
I have no words with which to reply to this.
You need a headdress, donapos;t you? And a pannier.
Is this coordinate strange?
Is it not wrong for lolita?
Why do you want to do lolita?
Because itapos;s trendy, because my friends do it...
If thatapos;s the case, you have no right to wear lolita.
If you just do what the others do, you will look like a lolita.
But I want you to think about something.
Who do you live for?
You think you want to be yourself, but you are afraid of isolation.
You yell that you want to be free, but you take comfort in following convention.
When you are praised for something you donapos;t even feel comfortable with, are you really satisfied?
Girls who wear Vivienne Westwood but donapos;t even know the Sex Pistols.
Even when wearing a jersey, a princess is a princess.
My lolita rules are mine alone.
So you are the only one who can find your own lolita rules.
My god and your god are different, arenapos;t they?
There are angels who wear elegant dresses and play tamborines,
But there are also angels wearing armor and carrying swords whose job it is to fight.
I canapos;t answer your question.
But there are a lot of hints all around you.
You just havenapos;t noticed yet.
What you feel is right is your answer.
Sew frills onto the hem of your heart
Put a tiara on top of your soul
Have pride."



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